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2010-08-03T20:03:00.001+08:00

today i'm so happy... my father bought me a green watch as my birthday present... love the watch so much...

2010-07-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

so much in thoughts... changing in evolving around all the time... but the changes are just too fast for us to avoid... perhaps none had noticed abt it... but it is obvious... people who are blind can't see but they can feel... but people who are not blind can actually see it... when we see it through... we understand... because it's time for us not to be calculating anymore... (:

2010-07-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

today is an enjoyable to go home with baidu jie... (: we had a great time watching video in bus and laugh throughout the whole journey home... it has been a long time since we walk home together... i enjoy it a lot... hahahahaha... hope you enjoy it too... (:

2010-07-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

i notice changes... but have u all notice that ??? to me, i don't think so... maybe they just couldn't see it... or perhaps it is normal...? i could not say anything about that... i myself notice changes in me... so who am i to say that u all have change??? (:

2010-07-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

i not in sch for the past 4 days... i have to wake up at 5am in the morning to prepare to help out in the events... it's like a torturing to wake up so early in the morning... now the events has ended... finally i can be back in school !!! (: the worse thing is that... i don't even enjoy in the events... it totally suck to the max!!! but lucky it's over!!! (:

2010-06-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

know my ut grade for econ... i failed... and get a D... so envy people who got an A... but there's no point crying over spill milk... have to buck up and study hard... it's not like i never study... but it's just that everytime i study... the grade will not turn up to be what i want...

2010-06-26T23:43:00.001+08:00

2010-06-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

this colours represent different moods to me (:

2010-06-14T20:40:00.005+08:00

so much to say... but don't know what to say... so much to share... but don't know what to share... it's so contradicting... now i know how is it feel like now... it's so hard to say and to express... sometime is not i don't want to tell is i don't know what to tell...maybe my attitude is not good at that time... so that's result... but i don't even know what i am saying now... just forget it (:

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS !!! (:

2010-05-25T18:38:00.002+08:00

today is a happy day for me.... we get to form our team for our module.... my team member are really great and fun.... so fun to work with them... although we are serious with our work.... but we still get to play with each others....

sometime i think that staying things as it use to be is good... i just don't want changes... it's not that i am stubborn or what... but this is what i want it to be... maybe the understanding point is not clear... this is the best that i can do... i don't wish to see things get worse like what it use to be... i know it is hard... perhaps i just don't want to get involved in it... sry is the word that i can use and nothing else... sry does not help in anything but just let it be... (: FRIENDS ARE THE MOST THAT MATTER TO ME COMPARED TO OTHER THINGS (: I REALLY TREASURE THE FRIENDSHIP AND THE BROTHERHOOD LIKE STYLE... !!! (:

2010-05-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

nowadays i find that people have seriously attitude problem... perhap this is not what we can control... but they themselves can control it... having serious attitude problem will perhap result in people disliking them... will it be hard to change...

2010-05-06T08:51:00.002+08:00

so busy with my hongkong drama that i had no time to blogged... actually... there's nothing much to blog about too... all e usual stuffs and etc... enjoying myself in my class and with my ex classmate too... (: we will be meeting up for dinner soon (: food... here we come!!!

2010-04-27T17:05:00.003+08:00

it's has been a long time since i last update my blog... sch reopen... i have change a new class AGAIN... but this time round is all the people in my course le... :) but i think that all my classmates are nice people... my year 1 sem 2 classmate too... (: but seriously i dun lyk to change class... it is so troublesome... :( but no choice...

i miss my metro working friends too... hope that we can go out soon and chat with each other... it's has been long since we last chat... ;( miss u all and hope we meet out soon..

2010-04-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

i finally see people true colour today... it is totally a stranger to me!!!... but at least i know how the person is like... i simply can't believe that people are wearing a fake mask everytime they face you... this is totally atrocious and ridiculous... but at i 've seen true the colour them... it's time to believe that this world is curel and there are selfish people everywhere... who only think about themselves... other then themselves..there's no one they will think about... they will only put themselves in the first position... that's why i seem really frustrated and irritated by people nowsadays... whatever it is...

2010-03-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

today is a bad day for me and grace... we were on our way to swimming pool... suddenly e rain geting heavier and heavier... in the end we have to go and have our breakfast instead of swimming... :(... while we were waiting for bus... we saw an auntie boarding bus 62.. but tink she left one of her bag behind... but we nvr call out to her... when e bus left... we check what is inside e bag... it was a duck in a plastic bag... with the duck sauce too... we were laughing out loud... around 11 plus thn we went bad to e swimming pool... to swim... jus as we were abt to swim.. it start drizzling... but in the end we manage to swim too... we meet jia bei for lunch.. after that i headed to tampanies to meet my aunt... tink i enjoy myself today... (:

2010-03-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

当人需要帮忙时，他们就会来找你。。。当他们不需要帮忙时，他们就会消失。。。这就是人的本性。。。看开的时后就会觉得很平常了。。。

2010-03-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

long time nvr blog le... actually there's nothing much to blog... during holiday just go out w friends and went swimming to tan myself... =) enjoying myself so much... =)

2010-02-26T16:54:00.005+08:00

on 24 feb... my friends and i eat dim sum together... we have fun eating and clearing all e 16 dim sum long... hehe... we really enjoy ourselves... next time we will be eating other tea buffets... =)

2010-02-18T20:32:00.001+08:00

yesterday my poly friends come my house... they play mahjong and poker cards... i guess they have a lot of fun... =) but too bad i cannot play mahjong because they play tai and i don't know how to play... so sad... haha... but nvm.. at least i still have my entertainment... =)

2010-02-12T20:28:00.001+08:00

today i have my last test... now i have my holidays !!!! so happpy and i can enjoy my holidays now... now have to prepare my mood for chinese new year !!!! =) enjoy people and all the best to all of you!!! =)

2010-02-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

finally change a blogskin....tink that it is nicer than the previous one... =) tml having the last test and i have my two months holidays... so happy to have holidays... because i will be able to go out with my friends... chinese new year is coming ... wish that everyone will be happy and enjoying their new year... =)

2010-02-03T09:44:00.005+08:00

yesterday i ate steamboat with my poly friends... we had so much fun... we chat a lot... eat a lot... and laugh a lot too... we realyl enjoy ourselves... if we have a chance... we have to go ea steamboat together again... =)

2010-01-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

all e UT grades has been out... i did score badly... but to others maybe it's not... but it's just a fact that cannot be change... isn't it??? if there a chance... would anyone go back to their old path/ new path... which one would we choose??? was it really that difficult that we can't resist what is coming on... what are things we can do in order to resist what is coming??? too many things to think/perhap consider... which will be the best option for us??? so many things to say... but can it be typed out??? i don't think so...

2010-01-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

ME AND MY FRIENDS...

2010-01-23T21:46:00.003+08:00

it has been a few days since i last blog.... hmmm nothing interesting to talk about... but i just think that human beings are realistic and tend to change very fast... they will change their true colour like a chameleon due to the surrounding... but is it good to keep changing... the more you change... the most you will not be able to recognise yourselves... i don't understand how come the way you change will affect your surrounding people to feel unhappy and make their life miserable... it is you who are the one should be miserable instead of others... i think that you are not worth what people do for you and not worth their tears and the sadness for you... so stop influence your surrounding people to feel sad/ miserable for you...

2010-01-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to tessa.... hope u lyk the present that we give u... hope u enjoy ur day... =) hehe... today is a joyous day for me... laughing throughout the whole day... one more month and we have to part... dun bear to part w my classmates... but no choice... hais... hope that we will still keep in contact even if we are in different class... =) nxt sememster will be a busy time for me... because we need to study new module... it is definitely very hard to study!!! jia you !!! =)

2010-01-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

hmmm... since long never update my blog le... nowadays spend too much money on clothing... no money le... so now must save money and go on diet... hope i have the determination... =)

sometime i hate sarcastic remark and seriously don't really like people say some awful words... seriously we all have feeling... haiz... just forget about it... dun wan say anymore... =(

2010-01-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

today is not a good day for mi... my test is like gone case... i did study for it... but it is just too difficult... haix.... don't know what to do... hope that the result that come out will be slightly better ba... that's the only thing that i can hope... haix... must jia you le... =( hope that the last test will be better during next month....

2010-01-11T07:59:00.002+08:00

it's has been long since i last update my blog... hmmm having busy w my studies... we have test going on... thks to all my friends... they teach me so that i understand better.... they are really good to me... but soon we will be changing class... hope that we will be as good as now when we changed class.... =)

2009-12-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

seriously... i hate being force to do the things that i don't want to do... but i have no choice... just got no mood in anything... i simply just don't know why... things that we don't like to do is good for our future... i don't understand why things that we dislike is good for our future... whereas things that we like is not good for our future... can anyone tell me... just feeling so frustrated and irritated... people have such a good future ahead is what they work hard for... i cannot expect not to work and get the same as other... we must put in effort then only we can see the result... but is not we don't want to put in the effort... it's sometime we simply can't do that... we did it for the sake of something... but it is actually what we don't want too... we don't have a choice aren't we... maybe we are force to do that so that next time we will live better than others...

2009-12-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

i m thinking... sometime we really take things for granted... i just don't know why i have this kind of feeling... actually we must learnt not to take things for granted... we cannot think that it's a must that people have to do this and that for us... we ourselves must do it on our own.. how can we do in order to be satisfy with what we have... i don't understand why sometimes people are not happy with what they have and keep on requesting for more... in this world... there are so many people who are less fortunate than us... so we have to take things seriously and not for granted... hope that we can all learn not to take things for granted as it not what people have to do for us...

2009-12-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

quite enjoy myself during this holiday...although i need to work and study... but somehow i just enjoy it !!! =) hope to meet up with my old friends soon... =)

2009-12-14T08:25:00.004+08:00

yesterday working....sudenly forget all e products... nearly sell wrong product to the customers... haix... no mood at all... don't know why... perhaps 1 month nvr go back work le... cannot remember all e products... have to work harder... =(

2009-12-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

disappointment is what i got after all... thought it will be totally different... but who will thought that it is still the same... i think that it 's no longer worth it anymore... the more we expect...the greater the disappointment it will be... no point crying over spill milk... just let it be...

2009-11-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

today going out w my classmates... i enjoy myself a lot... =) we shop here and there... we were like laughing throughout the day... it is really fun to go out w them... during e holidays... i hope we can all go out tgt again =)

2009-11-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

seriously... i think i really have great friends in my class... i m really happy to have u guys as my friends... although sometime my attitude is bad toward all of u... but i really appreciate the friendship that we all have =) thks my friends... after we have change class after this semester... i'm sure gonna miss u guys... =)

2009-11-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

i don't know what's wrong with me... all my grade totally suck like hell this time round...i 'm just addicted into my show...and not focus in anything i do... i have only myself to blame... i wish to be better... but it's just too hard for me... i just need someone to pull me out from it... but whether a not it all depend on myself...

2009-11-16T19:27:00.002+08:00

today is a bad day for me... =( i study for the financial accounting test... in the end i don't know how to do... i let those who teach me financial accounting people down and the one who lend me the notes as well... but seriously i tried my best... it is so difficult... hope it will be better during the next test...=(

2009-11-15T10:00:00.003+08:00

it has been days since i update my blog... busy with tests... keep staying back in sch with my classmate to study for tests =( so tiring... in the end... the math test is totally gone case... =( but never mind...i will try harder the next time while we staying half way... i suggested to take photos together... in the end we end up with taking weird photo... we enjoy ourselves too =)

2009-11-11T14:01:00.002+08:00

so tiring to update my blog...

on sun 8/11 i going to jurong birdpark for volunteer work... wake up at 5am... =( so tiring... we were lyk wasting our time in e whole morning doing nothing... we reach there at 7 plus and slack there until 2 plus... totally waste of time...=( e food that they provide us is india food.. because my volunteer work is for the vasantham channel in mediacorp... it is lyk celebrating for their day... so we have to eat their food... seriously... i m not use to their food.. so i did not eat much... thn lunch is also india food... so e whole day i ate less than half a plate of food... but after all... me and my friends enjoy a bit only... =( i dun tink i will go e nxt time depend on e situation =(

2009-11-04T19:34:00.003+08:00

today is not a good day for me... my stomach is like so strange...=( on my way to meet jiabei at compass to go home together,i meet Joelene in the bus... chat w her till we get off... my stomach suddenly pain!!!... the worse thing is that i am on a bus...i i was like shivering... and my hair stand!!! =( so have to bear with the pain until i reach compass... after that i diarrhoea... it is standard!!! thn i go to jiabei house... to do my homework and eat the omelet that her mum cooks... =) had a wonderful day at her house...

2009-11-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

we are all drifting apart... seriously i am not surprised at all... in fact i find it normal too... things will just have to go on with the way it is... sometime it is not that i am sensitive... it is the way it is... but no matter what... i feel that i am happy with the way i am now... but just hope that things will get better... missing my secondary school day rather than poly... no wonder all people say that secondary is better than poly which i think is totally true... life have to go on isn't it? bear with it with all i can =)

meeting jiabei today to go home together... long time never see her... guess we are all very busy with our school work... hope we can meet up soon... =)

2009-10-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

finally i make up my decision... after asking so many opinion from my friends... they can i should go back... and since i like this job so much... i decided to go back... but if let say when i go back and i sense something not right... i think i will quit and that will be it !!! thanks to all my friends opinion... first time listening to people opinion... cause i rarely listen to people =) thanks a lot... =)

2009-10-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell me what i should do ??? today my working friend( mel ) called me and tell me that being suspended is not the manager and boss decision... is the store manager decision... mel was telling me that the manager wanted me to go back to work... i don't know whether should i go back to work a not.... can anyone tell me ??? this is the first time i am being so indecisive... i don't whether i go back is correct or wrong... or whether i don't go back will i regret it a not... so confusing... =(

2009-10-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

i make a good decision today... which i will not regret it... today morning... my working manager told mi that the company decided not to suspend mi le... ask mi whether i wanna work... and c whether i can commit 1 weekday and 1 weekend... i was lyk thinking whether or not to work... i reply her asking whether i can work on fri and sat... she nvr reply.... thn at around 5: 15pm... i msg her and tell her i don't wan to work le...and she immediately reply it's ok... i guess she also hope i dun work... but nvm... at least i msg her again or else i will definitely regret it!!!

i go to my grandmother house today... she keeps saying she will die after 3 months... she say when she die... she will come and find mi to teach mi how to cook all the dishes... when i heard her say... i was damn shocked and sad at e same time... cuz she keep thinking this way... i really hope she will get better and don't keep imagine things... =(

2009-10-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

nothing can be describe as words or by anything else... this is simply can't be describe... even if it is describe by words... perhaps it will not be understandable... there's nothing to do... is not what you want to accomplish, it's whether you have the ability to accomplish what you wanted...

2009-10-18T15:53:00.002+08:00

yesterday is a worse day for mi....my manager send msg and tell mi tat the company say that i dun need to work le... i dun noe izz because too many part timers...i was very sad at e moment... but no choice... i m working half-way...( my last day of work ) i had no choice but to face all e customers w smile and to serve them... until 11 plus... when i meet grace they all to go home... thn i started crying... i was feeling really sad... but i'm ok now... i was tinking tat i m very unlucky for tis few weeks...so many tinks had happen... i dun understand y ppl meet w good tinks whereas mine is bad tinks...it is totally different... i jus find it so unfair... but i noe life is unfair... i jus have to admit it...

2009-10-17T13:04:00.002+08:00

i dun understand....i simply dun understand... y everyone is having a great time while i m not enjoying.... maybe it's just too bad for mi i guess... life had to go on izz it... we can't every time stop at e same spot without moving on... close my eyes and fill e place w my heart as it will be better... =)

2009-10-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

today is market module... i m so blur and i dun even understand... but at least we still pass e day with our presentation... although it is not perfect... but it is still our hard work... my group member are great...we had a lot of fun while doing the work... this is e part tat i like it e most =)

disappointing is all i can say now... no point in indulging in here... this will be e first and e last disappointment from me...there won't be a nxt time...

my boat is sinking... i m all alone by myself... without anyone's help... this is when i learn to be independent to save myself from the drowning sea...

2009-10-13T16:05:00.002+08:00

today i have a fun day in my group for financial accounting... cuz my group members are fun and nice to communicate with... but the faci is a bit boring...thn no one really want to listen to her lesson... sometime i think that it is very pathetic to be a faci lyk tat... but no choice... if she really dun change her teaching attitude... i guess e whole class will not listen to her... but overall to me... she is ok but jus a bit boring... hope tinks will be better as time goes by.... =)

2009-10-13T08:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday my group is very fun...we keep laughing and talking throughout the whole module...i guess i did not choose e wrong team to work w... =) after tat we go for e talk on entrepreneurship...it was a bit boring & i feel lyk slping... i took 161 home and meet my entrepreneurship facilitator...we chat through e whole journey...it was nice chatting w her... after all i had a tiring day in sch... =)

2009-10-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

today huiying accompany mi to bugis to buy clothes... after tat we go to the bugis junction to shop... we saw e ice cream... it stated $3 because of the 3th anniversary...we thought it was cheap as 3 scoop cost $3... how we noe that the 3 scoops is damn small... we were being con by e ppl... we were grumbling as we share e ice cream... nxt time we will not eat e ice cream again... cheat ppl...=( but e flavour don't even taste rite... ----> worse!!! huiying...nxt time we go to compass... we eat the ice cream inside the cold storage... it is nice and will not be con =) after tat we went to e harmony park to picnic...thn we chat and chat... we met an uncle there bbq w e children... he chat w us and telling us abt his experience...=) after tat we go and have our dinner at KFC...we went home having a great time =)

2009-10-10T00:38:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to huiying...=) although i post a bit late... but nvm...hehe...i hereby wish u do everytink w great success and smile always...=) i tink tat my new class people are quite fun sometime and i tink all of us get along well w each other...hope we can get through tis semester w each other=) i had a great time w my class...but yesterday problem is math...leaving mi w a big headache...but nvm...i will try my best...=) jia you everyone !!! =)

2009-10-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

things are going better now... today my team people is quite fun...but too bad...my team people say e first time they saw me, i very dao... dun noe y got so many people say tat...haix... no choice but my face is like tat... =) hope things will be better as time goes by... =)

2009-10-06T21:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday first day of sch.... =( so unfamiliar w the class...cuz we change class every semester.... haix...but today a bit better... i tink that my group members are fun and nice... =) but hope things will get better and better =)

2009-10-02T22:10:00.002+08:00

finally!!! my blog got no more error le.... first time do e blog by myself :)... so tiring after standing for so long at my work place... today i saw finna at plaza sing... and i call her...we can't chat long as i m working... so happy to c her again... she is w her mother and her bf... =) so long nvr c her liao..... now zzzzzz :)

2009-10-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

today is jiabei birthday.... we have so much fun...first mi and grace blind fold her and bring her to e harmony park BBQ pit...we have so much fun...thn we BBQ e food and enjoy ourselves...after that they all play water bomb...i dun intend to play when accidentally they throw mi and i m wet so i play w them...so fun...after that we took taxi home...w jia wei and joshua yeong...=) we had a lot of fun...first time i 11 plus reach home...=) btw happy birthday jia bei =)

2009-09-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

to me.... i suddenly tink tat a huge change have overcast everything... dun noe y.... sometime mus we really tolerate??? even if we can't??? we still mus try ??? so many questions in mind...who can ans mi w a satisfied ans??? maybe tolerating will be better to all... trying to be ostimistic even though i can't... but dun tink have a point in tat...so guess have to jus forget it... =) ending it w a big smile... =)

2009-09-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

my grandma is getting better now....but still need to be in e hospital for dun noe how long...=( but at least she is recovering slowly...=) my grade for the sememster come out le...so sad...my gpa only 2.6... so little =( mus work hard for e nxt sememster le =(

2009-09-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...........nowadays busy going to e hospital and working at e same time....so tiring...actually sometime we mus really be saving for e raining days...because we dun noe wat will happen tml and will be in need of money....so we cannot keep on spending our money and mus try to save as much as we can....as now my grandma is in e hospital...all her children will hav to spilt e hospital bill and e cost of hiring a maid to take care of my grandma...hmmm...so now mus try to save $$$ and spend w reason...=) will TRY!!!=) hope my grandma will discharge soon and will not have to stay in e hospital...because she herself also dun lyk it...=( but at least she is feeling better now and her condition is quite stable...=)

2009-09-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

today i go to e hospital w my aunt and my mum to see my grandmother...my heart is lyk so pain looking at her lyk this...she cannot move one of her arm and leg...it is so saddening...somemore...only 2 visitors per time only... so we have to take turn...my uncle was saying luckily my grandfather was holding on to my grandmother when she was about to faint...if she jus fall on e ground without anyone around...she would probably not around anymore...so it was very lucky...she has a lot of tube around her arm...and she had difficulties in her breathing too...i can hear tat her breathing is very loud...i was really sad seeing her lyk tis...becuz sunday we played mahjong tgt and 2 days later...she become lyk tis...she probably cannot cook anymore and i sure will miss her cooking...she teaches mi some of the dishes but it is not one or two days we can master it...she cooked since she was young...so hope one day i can also cook as well as her...hope tat she will be warded to normal ward soon and will not be in the ICU... upon seeing tis...my heart is lyk sinking down and i have no appetite at all...until now..i still have e uneasy feeling...

2009-09-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

so many days nvr blog le...too busy and tired to blog...jus feel tat lyk a lot of tink has happened... today accompany jiabei for interview at mandarin hotel... i myself fill up e form too...actually jiabei wanted mi to accompany her work tgt...but in the end i nvr work w her...i still continue to work at ion... i tink e job does not suit me...beside i dun lyk the person who talk to us...she is lyk typical...sad to say tat...i'm not saying i m good but i jus can't stand it...so have to disappoint jiabei...sry jia bei...hope she will work well in there...at nite i came home... was told tat my grandma is in hospital...hope she will be alright...lyk so many tink happen in a day...haix... blogging halfway...my uncle call...my grandma had a stroke... i'm so sad upon hearing this...but we cannot tell her tat she had a stroke...i dun understand y this will happen so suddenly...hope she will be fine...

2009-09-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

mi is getting more and more stress in my work...cuz i still dun noe a lot of products...=( thn some more e schedule is by one week one week and not let us noe by a month...even if wanna go out also very difficult...cuz dun noe when mus work and when not...so sian... but no choice...better thn staying at home... jus hope tat sch reopen soon...can go back to sch...=) take care guys hope to see ya soon...=)

2009-09-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

today is a totally stressed day for mi... today i work at ion at orchard and somemore today is e opening day...there are a lot of customers... i only work for e second day and i dun noe a lot of cosmetic products...so i have to ask my colleagues...i hate this feeling to ask ppl...cuz i myself feel so irritated...i was lyk thinking of quitting but....jus feel lyk hanging on...=( today is totally a bad day for mi...some of e colleagues is rather...haix...dun feel lyk saying... =( hope time will pass quickly and i can get back to sch...=(

2009-09-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

today wake up at 5 plus early in e morning....because my brother is going in to the home team academy for the training le...it is lyk going to e army but is just tat it is police...he will only come home after 2 weeks....so sad...left only mi at home...=( but hope everything will be fine for him...=) i am a bit impatient to wait for my work schedule...abt four days le...still dun have e schedule...i m lyk jobless for 4 days...it is lyk no different whether i had a job a not...=( hope my manager will work up e schedule and i can work... =) hope all my friends are fine...and take care guys...=)

2009-09-06T16:57:00.001+08:00

since long time nvr blog liao...hmmm...now holiday and i m working....will not feel bored at home...=) all my new colleagues are fun and friendly to work with...=) hope we will get along well with each others in e future too... =)

2009-08-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

long time nvr blog le...also dun noe wat to write...changing class in e nxt semester...a bit sad to part w my classmates...but it's still a must...no choice...hope all of us will have a good beginning in e nxt sememster...take care guys... i miss my secondary sch friends...although sometime we might gossip abt each others... but it is good to have all of u as my friends... friendship are hard to find so we mus treassure... =)

2009-08-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my birthday...i had a lot of fun w my friends...( grace, jiabei, agnes,liangyap, yuean lung, jek keong, ken, hong wee, jia wei, hao chuan, joshua yeong,bernard) love all of u guys... i had a wonderful birthday yesterday... and thks for all ur gifts... i love it a lot... =) thks all who wishes mi in facebk, msg and verbally wishes... =) i love all my friends... =)

2009-08-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

why are there so many problems??? i thought all will be the same but suddenly it changed... i thought it is always different and i am happy about it... but now it change to something that i don't even know now... it's now like a totally stranger to me... if it was last time, i will care... this time round i don't care anymore... there's a phrase saying " if you pin too much hope on it , the more you will get disappointed " i give up le... when i totally give up , i will not care anymore...

2009-08-08T14:01:00.003+08:00

i dun noe wat's wrong w mi... all my test i got a grade D!!!... during the nxt test which is the final one and if i get D, i probably have to retake e modules.... but i dun wan to ... it is a waste of my time... i mus get myself back and study... !!! hope i need not have to retake e modules.... hope i will not be distracted anymore!!!!

2009-08-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

izz ok to keep things to urself ??? i tink should learn to keep tinks to ourselves... dun noe y...feel tat talking too much won't help and sometimes we should jus keep quiet and let everything be gone and forever....dun ask mi y... i have no ans to it....

2009-07-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

today go out w grace jb lly and agnes...we walk and walk... saw a lot of tinks wanan buy but no money...no choice...we have to save $$$ for now on in order to buy the things that we wanted...hmmm...dun noe how long mus we wait before we can buy all those things....=) but still happy that at least we can go out tgt... think a lot...guess tat i wanted to change to be a better person...no more gossiping nonotink...mus change...dun noe y...jus feel bad when gossiping abt ppl...i still wan my tongue...=) from now on mus try to change my character all tis...changing will be gd...and thks jia bei for accompany mi walk so fast to go home..becuz i wanna watch my show...u pei mi walk so fast it was hard on u... hope u saw this post =) thks my friends..i hav a wonderful day...=)

2009-07-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

feeling so stress nowadays...working w pro ppl is really stress...haix...always not up to their expectation...maybe i m sensitive but jus dun noe how to say...hope tinks will be better...

2009-07-22T08:02:00.003+08:00

yesterday wearing formal to sch...feeling so weird...some more it is so hot...early in the morning i very angry cuz e shirt keep coming off...in the end i tuck out e shirt when i'm in sch...have a fun day yesterday...need to buy more formal clothing for e future...=)

2009-07-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

actually thought today can go out w grace they all but in the end no...a bit sad...thn i went out to do sch wk w my sch friends...after tat...when going home tat time..haja say that he can send mi to sengkang...so he send mi to sengkang using his motorbike...first time sitting on e motorbike...a bit scary but quite exciting....thks haja...after tat meet my parents for dinner...=)

2009-07-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

today saw leroy and melvin at e interchange...we all took e same bus 161... mi and melvin were hungry and leroy remember he had some cookies...he shared his cookies with us...mi and melvin shared e cookies...thks leroy... =) we all talk a lot in e bus until our stop reached...haha...have a fun time talking to them... =) after that i go compass to meet kelin...we have a fun time talking to each other...perhaps we did not meet for a long time therefore we had so much to talk... having a fun time w her... if we had time... we meet up often k... take care friends... =)

2009-07-12T14:54:00.001+08:00

so long nvr blog le...also a bit lazy to blog...cuz got notink to blog actually or should say even if got tinks also will not say it here i guess...=) jus miss my friends....

2009-07-03T07:53:00.002+08:00

on 1st july, go swimming w jia bei and meet grace to have lunch...follow by meeting lly and they come my house to drink milo...haha... after tat i go meet huiying at compass...she called leon to come also...in the end there are mi, huiying, leon, jin tai and jackson...thn we eat tgt w jin tai 's brother ( jin yong )... after tat his bro go back to work thn w sit down there at the food court to talk...we all talk a lot...because we nvr see each other for a very long time...=) really enjoyed myself tat day...=) if we have e time we meet again k huiying...=)

2009-06-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

after so much pondering...i found tat it is gd to be myself...so i will not care abt anytink anymore...by caring so much sometime make urself disappointed...i was lyk asking myself "wat for make urself so tired?" perhaps i have changed...but to mi maybe changing will make mi feel better in tat sense...so hope to find a new self soon =)

2009-06-26T14:17:00.006+08:00

today i study at sengkang library w my friends...jia bei also come along...

2009-06-26T09:50:00.001+08:00

dun noe wat's wrong w mi...nowadays...i'm hot tempered...dun noe y ppl talk to mi...i will feel annoyed...they talk to mi...i dun even wan to talk back...haix...suddenly have e feeling of hate to be disturbed...dun noe y...l lyk living in my own world...which i tink is perfectly fine for mi...but dun noe how long will it last....

2009-06-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

nvr blog for a few days....cuz no mood...dun noe ...jus feel so restless and can't do anytink rite...hmmm...perhaps not in a good mod cannot concentrate on anytink well....but now tink i'm ok le...so haix...life has so many obstacles...dun noe how we are going to face it...=( but hope everything will be fine....

2009-06-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday...go watch movie w grace and agnes...we watch e movie " drag me to hell "...it was damn scary and e cinema the speaker volume they on to full blast...our ear cannot take it...nxt time only ask mi out for violent movie...no more horror movie please....=( or else i cannot slp at nite...will keep thinking abt the scenerio of e show...not watching horror movie anymore....tat's all.... post another time...zzzz...

2009-06-19T07:58:00.002+08:00

not in a good mood yesterday...dun noe y...jus feeling so restless and dun feel lyk doing anytink at all...after tat i meet jiabei...meeting her for the past 3 days...(tues,wed,thurs)...looking forward to a bright new day....

2009-06-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

today meet yuean lung at woodland interchange...after tat we took bus to compass to meet jiabei...while waiting for jiabei to come down form the library...yuean lung went to buy soya bean drink and snack...when i was halfway through drinking the soya bean...yuean lung suddenly say things that make mi puke all the drink on his shirt...i cannot stop laughing...so sry yuean lung...nxt time drink soya bean u cannot stand beside mi...after that accompany jiabei to buy thigh at china town...thought of meeting grace they all but in the end we nvr meet...so we all 3 go compass to eat KFC...first time eating KFC with them as dinner...after that...my stomach started to feel strange...=( haix...yuean lung go jiabei house to watch show and i went home...so that's all for today...so tired....zzzzz

2009-06-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

today suddenly got a call from yuean lung...he thought i was in sch...can meet mmi at causeway point...haha...told him i holiday but he thought i will go back to sch for other stuff...thn we chat for quite a long time abt sch and stuff lyk tat...and he got another call...e caller is jek keong...thn we start conference...but halfway through... e line got called off...i try to call back but to no avail...his phone is engaged...i tink there's a problem...haha...=) but we still have a nice chat =)

2009-06-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

today jia bei accompany mi to make my hair...hehe...after tat we go meet grace they all...thn we go to punggol plaza to buy our bracelet...yeah jia bei...finally...we buy e bracelet that we always wanted...faster save $$$ thn we go buy necklaces...=)

hmmm...tink our distance is getting further and further.......

2009-06-09T00:20:00.002+08:00

today went and ate sushi w jia bei...first time we two go eat sushi tgt...so fun...and after tat we saw e bracelet nd necklace which mi and jiabei love it a lot...we suddenly wish tat we had not eat sushi and can use e money to buy those accersories....how sad can it be...but nvm...we will sure buy it de rite jiabei??? =) finally jiabei update her blog....so if all of u free ...mus go see her blog...=)

2009-06-06T16:19:00.003+08:00

so long nvr blog liao....cuz got notink to say...hmmm...tinking abt wat kind of life do i really want to live in....guess e life tat i wan is to live without any destruction...tat would be gd...and i can do whatever i wan without having to account to ppl....having tat would be very troublesome....so jus be it........ =)

2009-06-03T09:46:00.006+08:00

yesterday go expo food fair w jia bei and agnes...we ad a lot of fun and we bought a lot of food...=)

2009-05-28T19:39:00.002+08:00

today is not a good day for mi...early in e morning take 161 w aishah....nearly fainted in the bus...dun noe y suddenly no strength and feel my whole body feel very weak...thn i jus sit down on the floor because i have no strength to stand...a lot of ppl look at mi...but i dun care cuz i really feel lyk vomiting and fainting...reach class feel a bit better....but jus dun noe y suddenly feel lyk tat...=(

2009-05-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

today jus create facebk...i tink e games quite nice to play....erm...notink to blog abt for today...take care guys... althought i cannot give a big smile...i will give a small smile instead...=]

2009-05-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

ATTITUDE ATTITUDE ATTITUDE!!! I HATE PPL GIVING MI ATTITUDE!!!SO WAT IF U NOE HOW TO GIVE ATTITUDE!!!!U TINK I DUN NOE!!!I HATE IT A LOT WHEN PPL GIVING MI ATTITUDE!!!

2009-05-25T19:32:00.005+08:00

2009-05-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

today i m totally feeling very depressed...my spirit is all down...i'm lyk a walking corspe without any soul in it...jus feeling very moody and frustrated...dun noe y...perhaps is because of my lesson today...and maybe perhaps not...i really dun noe...all tinks jus don't go rite...my whole heart is lyk sinking all e way down...nothing can help mi to feel better...nothing...

2009-05-21T19:04:00.008+08:00

2009-05-21T08:07:00.002+08:00

i'm so frustrated w all e tinks that is around mi...the problems keep going on and on...i wonder when it will stop...everytime is e same problem again and again...how i wish i would sleep for a long time and nvr wake up...it must be a peaceful sleep...

2009-05-19T08:09:00.002+08:00

I HATE CONFLICTS....MY HOUSE IS HAVING CONFLICTS....so sian...dun noe when will end...haiz....today overslept...OMG la...first time overslept when i'm in poly...maybe i was too tired...tat y cannot wake up...=( hope today will be a good day....take care all my friends....=)

2009-05-18T17:38:00.010+08:00

on sat...mi grace, jiabei and agnes went to chinatown...we have a fun day...after that we all go eat dinner tgt...so nice...=) long time nvr really sit down and have a nice chat...

2009-05-15T18:21:00.002+08:00

today we have sci lesson...our facilitator really CMI ( cannot make it )... he lyk siao thn suddenly shout...mi and nurul were lyk keep laghing non-stop...so funny... i tink he wanted us to listen...cuz our class is very noisy...but i tink his teaching method is wrong...haix... but we still have a fun day in class... after class...we stay a while before leaving...it was raining heaily...dun really lyk raining day...cuz need to use umbrella... =( notink interesting in life...tink tat it is a bit boring....haha...=) update another time....