Wednesday, September 30, 2009
to me.... i suddenly tink tat a huge change have overcast everything... dun noe y.... sometime mus we really tolerate??? even if we can't??? we still mus try ??? so many questions in mind...who can ans mi w a satisfied ans??? maybe tolerating will be better to all... trying to be ostimistic even though i can't... but dun tink have a point in tat...so guess have to jus forget it... =) ending it w a big smile... =)
Friday, September 25, 2009
my grandma is getting better now....but still need to be in e hospital for dun noe how long...=( but at least she is recovering slowly...=) my grade for the sememster come out le...so sad...my gpa only 2.6... so little =( mus work hard for e nxt sememster le =(
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
hmmmm...........nowadays busy going to e hospital and working at e same time....so tiring...actually sometime we mus really be saving for e raining days...because we dun noe wat will happen tml and will be in need of money....so we cannot keep on spending our money and mus try to save as much as we can....as now my grandma is in e hospital...all her children will hav to spilt e hospital bill and e cost of hiring a maid to take care of my grandma...hmmm...so now mus try to save $$$ and spend w reason...=) will TRY!!!=) hope my grandma will discharge soon and will not have to stay in e hospital...because she herself also dun lyk it...=( but at least she is feeling better now and her condition is quite stable...=)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
today i go to e hospital w my aunt and my mum to see my grandmother...my heart is lyk so pain looking at her lyk this...she cannot move one of her arm and leg...it is so saddening...somemore...only 2 visitors per time only... so we have to take turn...my uncle was saying luckily my grandfather was holding on to my grandmother when she was about to faint...if she jus fall on e ground without anyone around...she would probably not around anymore...so it was very lucky...she has a lot of tube around her arm...and she had difficulties in her breathing too...i can hear tat her breathing is very loud...i was really sad seeing her lyk tis...becuz sunday we played mahjong tgt and 2 days later...she become lyk tis...she probably cannot cook anymore and i sure will miss her cooking...she teaches mi some of the dishes but it is not one or two days we can master it...she cooked since she was young...so hope one day i can also cook as well as her...hope tat she will be warded to normal ward soon and will not be in the ICU... upon seeing tis...my heart is lyk sinking down and i have no appetite at all...until now..i still have e uneasy feeling...
so many days nvr blog le...too busy and tired to blog...jus feel tat lyk a lot of tink has happened... today accompany jiabei for interview at mandarin hotel... i myself fill up e form too...actually jiabei wanted mi to accompany her work tgt...but in the end i nvr work w her...i still continue to work at ion... i tink e job does not suit me...beside i dun lyk the person who talk to us...she is lyk typical...sad to say tat...i'm not saying i m good but i jus can't stand it...so have to disappoint jiabei...sry jia bei...hope she will work well in there...at nite i came home... was told tat my grandma is in hospital...hope she will be alright...lyk so many tink happen in a day...haix... blogging halfway...my uncle call...my grandma had a stroke... i'm so sad upon hearing this...but we cannot tell her tat she had a stroke...i dun understand y this will happen so suddenly...hope she will be fine...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
mi is getting more and more stress in my work...cuz i still dun noe a lot of products...=( thn some more e schedule is by one week one week and not let us noe by a month...even if wanna go out also very difficult...cuz dun noe when mus work and when not...so sian... but no choice...better thn staying at home... jus hope tat sch reopen soon...can go back to sch...=) take care guys hope to see ya soon...=)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
today is a totally stressed day for mi... today i work at ion at orchard and somemore today is e opening day...there are a lot of customers... i only work for e second day and i dun noe a lot of cosmetic products...so i have to ask my colleagues...i hate this feeling to ask ppl...cuz i myself feel so irritated...i was lyk thinking of quitting but....jus feel lyk hanging on...=( today is totally a bad day for mi...some of e colleagues is rather...haix...dun feel lyk saying... =( hope time will pass quickly and i can get back to sch...=(
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
today wake up at 5 plus early in e morning....because my brother is going in to the home team academy for the training le...it is lyk going to e army but is just tat it is police...he will only come home after 2 weeks....so sad...left only mi at home...=( but hope everything will be fine for him...=) i am a bit impatient to wait for my work schedule...abt four days le...still dun have e schedule...i m lyk jobless for 4 days...it is lyk no different whether i had a job a not...=( hope my manager will work up e schedule and i can work... =) hope all my friends are fine...and take care guys...=)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
since long time nvr blog liao...hmmm...now holiday and i m working....will not feel bored at home...=) all my new colleagues are fun and friendly to work with...=) hope we will get along well with each others in e future too... =)
